i'm too lazy to make this pretty

i was about to add onto my yumetwt introduction carrd that i do see him as a real person due to the fact that i know he's out there in the multiverse and i can feel his presence with me at times. it's just in this universe he was made as a work of fiction but in another one he very much isn't and he very much is real and i know it. i haven't been talking about a 'fictional character' for a while and i don't think i will ever... i do acknowledge he is very much 'fictional' in this lifetime (though not as a whole) which is why it's silly for me to say that i own him or as that isn't the case in this life and i'm aware of that. so i don't call other ratio fans deluded or parasocial, he's a "work of fiction" in this universe and i know it! it's just unfortunate that i was born into the world where he isn't able to physically be with me but he is here spiritually... i'm bad at explaining my thoughts in words but he is very much a real person to me, hi veri